Home Sweet Home!

Our sweet baby girl is HOME!!! We can't even BEGIN to express our excitement and gratitude for this! It seems absolutely surreal that we actually have our little peanut here with us at home... our joy is INDESCRIBABLE!!!

So quick recap on how we got home:

In previous posts we had mentioned how she had to learn to eat before she could go home. This seems simple enough, but for a baby who has only 3 heart chambers, it can be very difficult. Her heart is working extra hard and even sucking on a bottle burns lots of necessary calories and takes extra effort. Many "heart babies" (as they are called) end up going home with feeding tubes and remain on them until their next surgery. We were praying that she would pick up on it quickly... we sure didn't want to leave with a feeding tube! Well wouldn't ya know that within a few days, super baby was guzzling down milk like a champ! Way to go girl and thank you Lord! Another incredible answer to prayer! Also, all of her "discharge" ultrasounds and scans came back perfect. Even ones that we didn't even know to pray for. After her head ultrasound came back clear, our doctor mentioned that for such a little preemie to have gone through the majorly intense surgery that she went through and to come out with no brain bleeds or other issues was definitely a "party" (as he put it). Forget the party... it's a blessing! And as for her bilirubin levels, well they dropped significantly from 19 to 13 right before we left! She is still on medication for this and will be going back for appointments with GI to monitor it, but the fact that they dropped that much makes us optimistic that there are no deeper GI issues. Sooooo amazing!!! So after all of these updates came in, we got the word last Wednesday morning that it was time to go... and by 10pm Wednesday night we were packed up, loaded in the carseat, and ready to set out! I sent Ryan and my dad the pic below when we first got the word and titled it "Bubye Nationwide!" (By the way, they were absolutely phenomenal and there's definitely no better place we could have been, but we were still of course ready to leave!) One of my favorite parts was removing all of her leads and her last IV and FINALLY being able to hold her without any tubes or wires! SUCH an awesome thing!!

 

As we look back on Kenzie's entire journey thus far, it is SERIOUSLY incredible that this tiny girl is here with us--it's an absolute testament to God's healing power and graciousness! This was the girl who couldn't even begin to breathe on her own a few weeks ago, who was intubated from the second she was born, whose heart took up about 80 percent of her chest, whose oxygen saturations would drop to dangerous levels at movement as simple as a diaper change... and now, aside from the scar on her chest, you would never even know something had ever been wrong with her! We are absolutely certain that it's nothing short of a miracle. Even the way she recovered has been a miracle in itself... surpassing all expectations. We will NEVER stop proclaiming all that the Lord has done for her and for us! Although she still has a long road ahead with her second of 3 open heart surgeries coming up at 6 months, this first phase was by far the most precarious of them all, and God sustained her beautifully.

Having her home is pretty much the best thing in the entire world and we're thoroughly enjoying every moment! As I was unpacking clothes for her and beginning to set things out in her room, I just couldn't believe that she is actually here with us... and that I was actually getting to do all the things for her that I wanted to do from the beginning! SUCH an immense blessing and sooo much fun!! As thankful as we would have been for her had she not had all these issues, there is no match for how thankful we are for her now! 


We're still working on her room, but the two pics below are frames I made for her that have such a special meaning to us. The first one is a conglomeration of all the verses Ryan picked out for me to give me comfort and confidence when we first found out about her heart. They are layered over our "paint heart" which is the result of a random occurrence. Before she was born, we had decided not to decorate her room or anything, but we did want to go ahead and paint it. As Ryan was painting, he removed the paintbrush from the plastic wrap it was in and this heart was what was left on the wrap. Kind of a neat thing to see. The second frame is a mix of phrases and verses that I cut out from cards that many of you sent saying that you were praying for Kenzie. Absolutely love it! We always want her to remember how many sweet people prayed for her and what an amazing answer to prayer she is!

 

The next few months will be a transitional period of getting her ready for her next surgery. Though her surgery was very successful, it is very temporary and will only function for so long. Although she is at home, she is being monitored daily by the hospital through a system of of checks that we log carefully all throughout the day. She will still of course be going in quite frequently for appointments, but this is all nothing compared to having the privilege of having her with us at home! We're dying to get her out and introduce her to everyone, but it will be a little while before we are able to do that. Soon enough though!

The road certainly doesn't end here, but God has brought her through so many obstacles already and has led her down an amazing path. We've said it before and we'll say it again over and over---THANK YOU all from the bottom of our hearts for praying for her and for your continued prayers for her! There is no doubt in our minds that God has heard her name over and over and has answered those prayers. Our greatest desire is that her life will glorify Him and that her story will be a testament to His power! In the words of Mary from Luke 1:49, "For the Mighty One has done great things for me (us)--holy is His name."

Here are a few pics from being at home!